I Hate Running

Why must I torture myself. I HATE running, but for some stupid reason I do it anyway. I have another 5k in my future. I will be running a 5k on August 16th to benefit the Salt Lake County Children's Justice Center. Although this maybe a good cause, I still HATE running. I thought I would start training again. I haven't ran since I finished my last 5k in April. I ventured out last night, and I think it was hotter than I thought. I was running along when I started to get a headache, and I still have a headache. I think I was dehydrated. I have had a headache and have felt nauseous since last night. And to make things worse, as I was running cursing every person I passed...what...what is that I see...a man walking on the Parkway with an Iceberg shake. I'm out here busting my ass and your eating a shake!!!! I pictured in slow motion...me running him down and taking his shake...I didn't...but I pictured it. As I passed that ass, what do I see...a very cute blonde woman, or should I say twenty something, that I'm not...she is not sweating at all. As I pass her, sweat pouring from me, I think to myself...the only thing that bounces like that on me is my stomach. Running brings out such anger in me. I should stop! But it is for a good cause right?!